Moving

So I will be moving soon, my father is talking about walking away from the house. I don't blame him, I was going to give him a couple of months notice when my current roommates on January 9th. I gave them 2 months to make arrangements for a new place. They should be moving out by March 9th.

I don't want to rent a house. I want to be near work and I don't want to pay as much as I am paying now. I need to save up some money.

I have found a few places on the east side and I am excited I will be going to look at them this week or next week.

A concern I have is my dog Kira and being inside all day. If i do get a place near work I can come home at lunch and let her out.

School

Well I have great news now. Here are my grades from my last Classes

GEN 105 "86.6%"
COM 150 "97.8%"

I would have had an "A" in GEN 105 however i turned in an incorrect assignment. I was pissed that it happened but I learned my lesson.

Dreams tell the tale!!

So I know I have issues everybody does. I somehow ended up suppressing part this particular issue which made things worse. I don't remember weather it was a conscious decision but I do know it was not the right one to make. The dream I had was a good dream, I felt happy and lets me know i need to get some closure. Basically I have abandonment issues. My father, my step dad and someone that I loved. I have dealt with My Father and step dad and gotten a lot of closure from that. But the one I have not been able to deal with and was a person that I fell in love with, his name started with a "P" one day everything stopped and he disappeared. I guess I really did not deal with it. It was after that I got on my antidepressants. Later I started dating again, however I never let anyone get that close to me. Don't get me wrong I cared about my boyfriends but I never really let them in to deep. This was not a conscious decision and it bugged me because I wanted to let them in and it just was not really happening on the level that I wanted or on a level I knew I was capable of. Over the last year I have ran into his name a few times and it invoked some really sad and painful feelings. So I think I am going to write a letter to help get some closure.

School

So I have been working on my life getting things together to reach my goal. I am going to school at the university of phoenix getting a degree in IT/Programming. I am getting an A in one of my classes and a B in the other. My finals are next week I am going to start working on them Friday and have them done by Monday.

Last year

Last year I made a lot of progress.

• Got off the anxiety/depression medication Cymbalta. That was rough and given the choice I would have never taken it had I known how hard it was going to be. I am happy for the most part now without the medications and I actually feel all emotions not just some.
• Changed my diet got my blood pressure down.
• Started School again.
• Took a vacation to Colorado and visited Mr Dabrowski whom Is always a good host I almost died from eating to healthy and exercising to much. I also blame him for my hypersensitivity to sound, which i have had since I came back.
  
• Made some important decisions about what I need to do in the next few years.